The creator of the ‘contest’ has just raised the bar.

My menses came today. High Tide.

So now, Keatkeat and I are fighting over the piece of ‘bread with wings plus extra long protection’.

As if my diminishing energy level is not trying enough, now the loss of blood is making this head spin. As if not much improvement from the 3 of them is not bad enough, Keatkeat’s fever is back! Damn!

Tomorrow, I will be bringing Binbin (for the first time) to the Polyclinic, ‘cos the bottles are almost emptied!!! We need urgent replacement!

Binbin’s phlemy cough is so bad, he could hardly sleep well the whole day. His ‘since-birth-black-eye-rings’ just got worsen.

Ok, the only good news is probably Allan. At least now he is able to sit up to settle some urgent paper work. I am not pinning any hope on him, after witnessing Keatkeat’s fever rebound….

Other than that, I am still the one who cleans the shit, clears the vomit, cooks for the family, ensures that there is enough drinking water, washes the clothes, gives the medication, coaxes the kids….blah blah blah, do you really expect me to list ALL?!!

My boys have been trained to ‘self-bathed’, ‘self-brush-teeth’, ‘self-feed’ and ‘self-whatever’, since a year ago. But now, I am back to where it all began….

Anyone can throw me a life-buoy; before I throw in the towel?….